***AS OF 7/8/21 THIS PODCAST WILL BE VANISHING. All podcasts 90 days old at that point will be deleted every 8th of the month until all are gone. Get ‘em while they exist!*** A stark, unfiltered glimpse into the mad autistic mind of a 40-year-old homeless disabled trans dude, fleeing domestic violence in the time of COVID-19. I'm searching for home, belonging, a place I fit exactly as I am. I've a flair for the dramatic, an overactive imagination, and depend on story and music for meaning. I'm on a lifelong hunt for knowledge and self-knowledge. My words are endless, my anger depthless, my determination indefatigable even while my body and heart break. In my audacity I act like I'm special enough to be worth fighting for. I'm trying to salvage a good man out of the ashes of my past, to save myself from the family legacy of abuse. I'm past patiently waiting. No more quiet voice and hands. I'm singing in the dead of night my protest that I deserve to live, while a bleak unbearable world on fire sleeps, and I wake haunted by the gunshot that started my journey. My Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/worldisahouseonfire Supplemental podcast: https://anchor.fm/mobilehouseonfire