#AngelMoms Hopes of Heaven with Angela Marie

#ANGEL MOMS... "HOPES OF HEAVEN" A Mothers Grief Journey... Finding Our Purpose without our children

Angela Marie President & Founder of Never Alone Nick MY ANGEL NICK RUCKER Forever 24 I created the Never Alone Nick Rucker Foundation for my son Nick. This is my son Nick Rucker…. On April 23, 2021 in a small town in Bardstown, Kentucky My 24 year old son Nick was killed by 1/2 a counterfeit fentanyl Percocet. After taking 1/2 of a pill he believed to be a Percocet Nick died suddenly, all alone, and without a clue that would be his last act on earth. No warning, no knowledge he was about to consume fentanyl, no battle, and no choice..and the person responsible continues this practice. Free and never even investigated. Stereotyped as worthless and not entitled to a proper investigation from day one. Nick never battled a substance use disorder but he is still DEAD. A consequence of the Stigma of substance use disorder all those parents that have fought alongside their children for years know all to well. The stigma and shame that our children are somehow bad and we are somehow bad parents is palpable. Nick didn’t choose Fentanyl.. he was murdered, the crime it is called Drug Induced Homicide. I could not save Nick from an unknown illicitly made fake pill.. because I didn’t know they existed..Nick didn’t know they existed . Nick doesn’t get a chance or a choice… Nick is a beloved person and his life will be forever missed… Nick matters, and all those killed by illicit drugs and poisoned by Fentanyl matter..