My whole life I've struggled to be a hopeful, optimistic person. But a couple of years ago, I decided I wanted to change. I was sick of always being negative. Always being the downer in groups, always being the one who makes the cynical jokes, the guy who could find a way to work the end of the world into any conversation. And it worked. Until Covid. Now, I'm beginning that journey again, and I want some accountability. Will you help me?