Update on move to Pacific Palisades, Pepperdine Counseling Center practicum, prep for clinical intershp applications, and other life stuff.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Update on clinical practicums for PhD program and life :-)โดย Mr. Straight Face

The latest on doctorate school and new practicum process.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Two mixed coloreds jibber jabbering on New Year's Eve 2021โดย Mr. Straight Face

Officially a Certified Holistic Nutritionist, ingredients in my smoothie, clinical practicum work no joke, no substances, retired officially from my 22-year commercial career, partially retired from modeling doing only select internal or direct booking jobs, bungalow liaison job with the chargers, prayers to my family and myself.…

Coming off one of the hardest months of my life with the start of my Clinical Psychology practicum and the rest of my life's duties, but I am grateful.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Fresh outta therapy, to accept something doesn't mean you have to like it, working hard on holistic nutrition certification, daughter started 1st grade, gonna go sober September, October, November, sending prayers to stepmom who had an unfortunate medical diagnosis.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Thankful and Grateful, 1st year of my Clinical Psychology PhD program complete!โดย Mr. Straight Face

April 14, 2021, I feel good, passed my NBHWC cert, finished finals, got into my first choice practicum Exis Recovery, working out consistently now that gym is open, we are all on our own mythological journey, working out childhood stuff in therapy.โดย Mr. Straight Face

March 17, 2021, therapy session, daughter started school in person, Exis is my first choice for my school practicum, don't think I'm going to move, trying to be more devoted to my faith.โดย Mr. Straight Face

My therapist ghosted me, overwhelmed with finals for school, practicum interviews, and distance learning with daughter, figuring out where I should live, relationship, mortality.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Daughter and baby mama have Covid 19...no biggie, happy with how new relationship is shaping up, found a reading hack for school.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Began therapy for my school hours with a clinical psychologist via FaceTime, challenges with the ex-wife and her wanting to move 3 hours away, things going well with the new funny gal, last entry for 2020 which was the year of...well no words to describe 2020.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Thanksgiving Day, a nascent relationship on the horizon quite possibly, the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return, and dealing with a full plate.โดย Mr. Straight Face

RIP cousin Warnell Junious. Moving on up to the east side to the deluxe apartment in the sky. The King decides to park his chariot in his castle. Also, a whole lot of mumbo jumbo and current thoughts in my life.โดย Mr. Straight Face

After finishing my first week in the Clinical Psychology program that I originally was afraid of, I wanted to give the feedback of my experience.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Decided to switch doctoral programs at the 11 hour from a Depth Psychology Ph.D. to a Clinical Psychology Ph.D. in order to become a licensed Clinical Psychologist.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Officially done with 1st year of doctorate program, bought my first pair of rollerblades and went out clumsily on the boardwalk, RIP to my amazing cousin Mark Spencer.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Jump Daddy! Keep on jumping 'til the waves stop, closed down my podcast Mr. Straight Face & Friends, Phd program and dissertation research paper due so health and coaching wellness log hrs have to wait, and the meaning of life.โดย Mr. Straight Face

All moved in to my new place on the beach, 8 minutes 46 seconds RIP George Floyd, Ocean Walk Therapy, first client over the phone, inspired by the beach and getting back into shape after things are slowly re-opening from Covid19 lockdown, feeling grateful.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Moving to Santa Monica...my dream location on the beach! Just started the very beginnings of my Health and Mental Wellness organization.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Dedication to my sweet grandmother Jackie Nulph 11/2/26-4/4/20, my PhD program currently online due to Covid19, decided to get certified in Holistic Nutrition as well as doing an 8-week mindfulness coarse (MBSR), I'm in hustle mode while others are binging on Netflix, Jackie Nulph in heaven.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Response to the Covid19 virus shutdown, thoughts on it being good for the Planet, PhD schooling still a go...albeit online, new pursuit to be a National Board Certified Health and Wellness Coach in conjunction with doctorate.โดย Mr. Straight Face

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Talk about Dallas, Boston, Kawhi, lebron, harden and many more........

Sober October and beyond... This episode is dedicated to Mike Ontiveros. Rest in peace brotherโดย Mr. Straight Face

Post-PhD weekend drive home...the aftermath ;)โดย Mr. Straight Face

Pre-PhD weekend at Pacifica, the guy who hit me and his insurance adjuster are both unethical, my Home Depot commercial, hard kombucha, heated bidet, amazing clear stars in the sky in Montecito.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Shooting commercial (Hitachi) in the desert at Pisgah Crater (which is actually a volcano), acting is hard and I can't wait to do it for fun, booked my 1st commercial 20 years ago, daughter and mom's bday just passed, Tecate beer commercial near death experience story, lucid dream with my stepdad possibly synchronistic with his near death experienc…

Amadeus turns 5, car accident composure, crying during audition and booking the commercial, had lunch with half sister who I hadn't seen in over 20 years, doing a talk radio show, Christian stuff, multiple handwritten notes to inconsiderate neighbor who smokes outside my window, female astronaut who may have committed a space crime, and the possibi…

The Lakers will not be the Top team in the western conference. So who?

Laugh lines, Girl did an old woman move on a 1st date, Realization of how relative stress free I was when I was younger, J-Lo's Spanish version of 'Waiting For Tonight' is much better...I think, The Syllabi for my PhD program came in and I have my work cut out, I want to do standup while I'm pursuing my doctorate to balance out the seriousness in m…

Girl saying SMH while keeping her head straight, getting cocky studying physiology for my NASM re-exam, beautiful women make bad drivers, getting sad reading comedy, proud of baby mama landing a very nice job, daughter talking to kids about God in school...whoops!โดย Mr. Straight Face

Less screen time and social media, being aware, no desire to date...is that bad? Re-certifying for NASM (National Academy of Sports Medicine) to go in strong to my PhD program knowing the latest research in my field, listening to Jordan Peterson a lot and being inspired by his intelligence and the fact that he's a Clinical Psychologist heavily infl…

I am now a BELIEVER!โดย Mr. Straight Face

Just getting stuff off my chest to see if I feel betterโดย Mr. Straight Face

Going to the DMV twice in two days, dinner with former Spiritual Psychology friend Hollace Dowdy who's getting a PhD at Pacifica like I'm going to, at the restaurant that I formally met with a girl who ghosted me, inspiring myself, new mac book vs refurbished, a brief briefing on AI, I'm enjoying reading boring psychology books, and feeling good ab…

Why do people write off R. Kelly music but not Michael Jackson's, preparing to start PhD program, break from open mics, realizing the ends don't justify the means for being just a standup comedian, doing Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu, and being only an actor, seeing the passion and commitment of Inbar Lavi with my own eyes, applying for scholarships, watchin…

I got into my PhD program!!! Visiting my grandma in the hospital on the way back from my interview with faculty, what I want to be doing in 5 years with a PhD, no drugs or alcohol in the last 5 months.โดย Mr. Straight Face

All moved in and happy...except for the blaring audio system from school across the street during athletic events, application in for PhD program and awaiting final interview, great works of art being meticulously gone over and over, it would be weird to date a woman who did makeup on dead people for a living, still hard not to enjoy Michael Jackso…

Recorded from the Bay Club Hotel in San Diego the day before I shoot a commercial, Oscars 2019, working an Oscar pre party and why all the rich celebrities look depressed, wanting to get my PhD because I don't think I can, the death tribute part of the Oscars and wanting to joke at inappropriate times, weirdness of depositing checks quickly just in…

I decided to try and get my PhD! And what led to that coming about. Moving to Burbank for my daughter's school, cable companies desperate bundles, the case of Jussie Smollett, and my horrible but sort of successful attempt to see Michael Jordan when the Bulls played the Lakers back in the day.โดย Mr. Straight Face

Podcasting from Houston Texas in my hotel room, Birthday massage and the sign in the lobby, taxi drivers going down with the ship, older people thinking they are smarter than a GPS, "My 600lb Life" reality tv show, my Ancestry DNA asking me to celebrate black history month with them cause I'm officially black now, and a friend who had to prep her h…

Death pose and other irrational thoughts about having a clean house and depositing checks in case I were to die, Jussie Smollett hate crime beating...or was it? I'm half black so I've technically been a black man for half my life, only a madman would do a solo podcast, comics saying, "the other day...", I'm staying sober but it's difficult because …

I think the Starbucks guy might have thought I was homeless, Orgasmic Meditation (OM) retreats where woman get fingered in the name of spirituality, the actuality of having multiple wives must be dreadful, transgender peeps are getting extremely confident these days, the term "foodie", Chris Brown drama in Paris, controversial Michael Jackson docum…

Ghosting should be called something else because at least ghosts acknowledge you exist, imagine actual clowns getting jealous of other clowns, having a new iPhone without a case, when will my daughter start remembering things...question, identity thiefs gotta know what type a person you are before they steal your credit card, in this social climate…

Free Starbucks coffee for the month of January mug, staying sober, teaching kids how to walk on the runway job, young people who want to get into modeling dilemma, editorial photo shoot with positive Asian guy on set, nutrition trainer guy on set I tried to impress, switching from wanting to be liked for looks to wanting to be liked for sense of hu…